I Can't Decide

For a long time I was single. Then a friend of mine introduced me to one of his friends.

This friend's friend and I began talking more and more. A week or two after we had been introduced, he asked me out and I said yes because we have a long list of things in common. But he lives in a different city than me, and now after dating him for a couple weeks I'm wondering if I made the right decision.

I don't like feeling vulnerable. I don't like feeling like I might like someone more than they like me. I don't like feeling tied down.
-And I admit that that's kinda messed up. But it's true.

I think my parents divorce permanently distorted my perception of what love and relationships are. I feel lost right now, and I need someone to guide me back.

But that's what my boyfriend should be. A best friend, ready to help me see through the fog. Right?

I have no idea. :/

I'm unhappy being single, I'm almost as unhappy having a boyfriend. This is too much confusion.